I'm going to wherever to do some last minute i-don't-know-what. Hope I enjoy whatever.

new year's resolution #1

Stay sane as long as possible.

*would you help me? guess not. you suck.

I have the whole week packed with appointments and events.  Coming week's planner page is FULL. Oh ya, someone got me a new daily planner.  

Rush rush rush...

Multitask my ass

As expected, someone is planning my weekends during school term for me. Even when my classes start, I need to pack clothes, books, papers, laptop, and possibly art supplies on Fridays, and go away for the weekends. They know that I am rushing to get everything done because I wanna try not to screw things up again in school. But, they just have to.. Guests la, what to do.. Therefore, no time for assignments or to review my online lectures. Instead, I might be spending my time waiting for people at amusement parks. After that, rush home and sleep over at school to finish up my homework again because I need some quiet alone time to do my work properly. I presume no sleep until class on Monday. Then, someone will complained about the way I manage my time and disrespecting them. Its gonna be so much fun I'm telling you...

I just settled things with the agent after so many weeks. Just got the tickets issued. Couldn't find a place to stay. Haven't book domestic tickets. Insufficient fund in my account. TUITION FEES UNPAID. I know nothing about amusement park packages. I have no car to bring these people around. Probably, have to rent a car. There is inadequate space in my house for 5 people to live in. These people forgot that I have 2 other housemates at home. Just perfect!

Now, I'm happily planning a month-long travel plans during my first academic term next year. Including, weekends between classes. Can't fucking complain much because someone works harder than I do, because I am on break, because I am not going overseas for the fucking first time. After a crazy year this year.. Thank you, thank you.. You made me love my live more than ever..     

*help me*

Back to wherever I was trying to run away from.

Woah... few more days ya... I'm fucking excited! You can't believe how excited I am.

...it is natural to be reluctant to close such a wonderful chapter...

...a future of exciting challenges and infinite possibility in which the horizon will stretch out before us rimmed in the heavenly glow of the sunrise of our tomorrow...

Enough. 

I'm not in control anymore. 

I don't know who I am anymore.